*clappers* Beautiful Kei, lately I've been writing poems with less ryming.. O.O They sound terrible but oddly I'm attatched to them. *goes on a poem craze*
ALL OF THESE POEMS ARE COPYRIGHT MOON~! AKA~ LYDIA RUTH S*****
{All in All}
All in All
Time is at it's end
We aren't the same anymore
But I'm still me
And you're still you
Hence what else are you but a friend?
You're a /companion/
The bright morning star that keeps me going
You are the glimmer of hope
That no one else saw
You opened up what I truly am
And for that I thank you
Though life moves on
And we grow old
We remember the people that changed our lives
You are one of those people because...
You have smoothed my path
Brushed away the clouds of sadness
Brought lights of joy
And created tears of laughter
And for that you will remain in my heart forever
{True Happiness}
You want to fly?
Jump out the window.
You want a life?
Cry.
You want happiness?
You can’t have it.
No one knows what true happiness is.
Presents are nothing.
Our goals accomplished?
They are closer to being content.
Love is mild.
But hey, when it`s as magical as that.
You can`t help but think it`s the closest thing.
No one knows what happiness is.
No child of this age.
Danger lurks around every corner.
Kidnapping, theft, neighborhood shootings.
Gangs are a nono
And these days a walk in the park is almost a deathwish
Nowhere is safe
Fear threatens to trample even the brightest of hearts
People say racism is over?
No it`s not.
People hold onto the past.
Blacks, Whites, and others too
Why point out all these bad things about the world?
Because everyone knows it`s true
They just push it aside and move on
Now those people are gifted.
But not everyone can do that
Some people come to school
Pins, knives, and guns at hand
Some people aren`t as tough as others
So why can`t the tough ones out there
Help the ones who are desperate enough to end their own lives?
Depression overwhelms millions because of just a few simple words
No one knows true happiness
But can`t we try?
Can`t we come close?
Deaths surround us, and we don`t give a care
Cold hearted and self righteous
We don`t dare to help the homeless
The people in need
The orphans down the street
Life is miserable
And everyone must accept it
But eventually all of this must change
Take a look at all of the developement from the past
Is it necessarily good?
Life will move on but for years to come
Generations will have to dwell in the horid world
So why not help?
Our children, grandchildren, and far descendants
Help turn this world into a place of peace
It may just save the life of a loved one someday
Oh yes... yes it just may...
(That was a very Emo day for me o.O)
{Do You Remember?}
Do You Remember?
When it was...
Just you and me?
We were so happy...
All alone...
On that wide open prairie home...
Do you remember?
There were no roads
No stupid neighbors
For miles 'round...
The stars would shine
Not daunted true...
On that wide open prairie home...
The pools would glisten...
Becomin' the milky way...
The wind would whisper
Our secrets all day
Life was perfect...
On that wide open prairie home...
Now why can't we...
Go back...
To that wide open prairie home…
MY home…
{DOLFINZ!!!}
Flip & Flop
Jump and Dive
Blue or Gray
Their own language they say
Swim & Sail
Beep and Squeel
Fly through the air
Sweet as a pear
Smooth yet slimy
Wet & Weird
Quaint and queer
They`re strangely near
Listen closely...
Those things you hear...
Are the bottle nosed dolphins
My sweet dear
--NOT REALLY PART OF THE POEM--
And we say a chant!
DOLFINZ!
Lala-ula
DOLFINZ
Lala-ula!
Those are the dolphins
My sweet dear
Lalala
They`re right here!
{To Recieve What`s Mine}
Gone back in time
To recieve what`s mine
Wyoming before
Her great human infestation
The prairie lands
Golden and flat
Speckled
With flowers in bloom
Then they fold out
Revealing the strangest of pradise
A forest lay before me
Its majestic glory revealed
It slowly ascends
Up the heavens
Creating the snow capped hill
Mist all around
Barely a sound
Spoken in the silent air
I glance at the ground
To truly declare
I`ve returned to my love
My life now complete
My heart skips a beat
I take my last breath
My dying sight
My life`s true desire
I`ve gone back in time
To recieve what`s mine
The rockies will truly inspire
{They're So Truly Dazzling}
They're So Truly Dazzling
The way they resemble all;
The soft moist texture...
The most varied thing I recall
Carried softly by the wind
Nothing wanders farther, nor so sure
The way the sunlight glistens
Through their pale morning glore
The true destruction hidden
The darkness down beneath...
The way they suddenly change
From pleasant;
To deathly unique
The way they wisp through the wind
The farthest thing to be seen
Not dafted by the morning fog nor the evening fiend
The way they overpower..
The most accomplished of all
They block out the ultimate light
With no pity at all
Now reading this list of reasons...
You must think
What are these dazzling things?
And you shall be surprised
To hear my answer true
Why they're the common cloud
Is the answer from me to you
{Much Too Soon}
Much too soon
You were gone
You were found dead
And sadly much more
That fateful night came the call
To leave my friends
And to take a drastic fall
Sitting in that living room...
It was silent as could be
I waited to get in trouble
Maybe I could save myself and be free?
But no, what came was total shock
No grandfather hurt
No sickly illness
The lights were dull
And my father seemed about ready to cry
But alas he only let out a uncomforting sigh
Then he told me the news
And gave me solacing words
He told me I could cry
But I barely even heard
Too lost in that sorrowful daze
I barely remember a single phrase
I cried myself to sleep that night
Gasping for a single breath of air
But now I know you're with him
In heaven, need not despair
Though to my great dismay
I may never know
Why God took you that night
And never brought you home
{LONELY}
Lonely..
Life can be lonely
Striving on fear
When no one is near
As demonstrated, by many before
Compared to those who can't wait to meet their ends...
Life is merely folklore...
Lonely...
It sucks to be lonely!
In moments of trials
And moments of tears
Lonely... I'm glad I'm not lonely
For I am followed by loyal subjects
Surrounded by my Knights
My life is really a folklore story
If you compare it to others
And their lives
{WHAT IS THE MOON? (Random)}
Have You Ever Wondered…
What the moon really is?
How come each planet has more and more…
And yet, it’s only described as it’s name?
Don’t you think it’s strange that…
It rotates around the earth…
And some have said…
It reminds them of cheese?
Well, you see.
I have a hypothesis.
I think it’s a star blown by the wind…
Yeah yeah, I know.
There’s no wind in space!
Well, just as I don’t think ‘gravity’
Makes it go in circles
I don’t think wind isn’t in that large place!
All black and white, twinkling with stars.
Wouldn’t it make sense that the Moon…
Is really a star blown by the wind?
{JESUS CRUCIFIXION}
I sat at the foot
Of a cross that night
My only company
A weeping woman
I watched as guards
Poked and pried
They even asked
The most obvious of questions
Only to mock his reply
He drew his last breath
And noon was night
The deed was done
God’s own son
Died, killed, crucified
{IM INA FIX}
I...(<---pause) hate you more than an...Y(<--- higher)...thing
I... don't know what this is I feel
You... still love me more than an...Y...thing
Why...? Don't you hate {me}(<-- lower) too?
Lemme tell you…
Those hea'nly words cut me... TO... {pi-e-ces
I've gotta wonder why o why that's all you've-got… to say...
I’ve gotta wonder why o why you still look at me that way
I see your face and... my heart starts a'beatin
I see your smile... and-it brightens my day
My feelings... start-to MIX |O-o-oh|(<--- background singers)
Do I hate you, love you?
Can’t get my feelings straight
Baby, now I see it... I'm in-a fix... (repeat two times, first time higher pitch, second time lower)
{STARRY NIGHT (Random)}
I looked up at the starry night
And I saw your face up on the moon
And I couldn’t help but--- Wonder why…
Oh no it…
It ain’t no hilusination
It ain’t no illusion (Yeah..)
My friends keep tellin me
It’s one simple thing… Oh..
It’s your face imprinted on my mind
It’s your face imprinted in my sight
It’s your face imprinted on my whole system
Oh baby…
It’s your face imprinted on my mind
It’s your face imprinted in my sight
It’s your face imprinted on my whole system
Oh baby, It’s just one amazin thing…
It’s your lovely smile
Oooooooooooooooh,
I looked up at the starry night (It ain’t no hilusination)
And I saw your face up on the moon (It ain’t no illusion; Yeah..)
And I couldn’t help but--- (My friends keep tellin me)
Wonder why… (It’s one simple thing… Oh..)
It’s your lovely smiiile…
{THREE LITTLE GUESSES}
Three little Guesses... sat all day long.
Upon a tree singing a mere little song.
The melody was lovely, and their intentions were pure.
They wished to protect, to find their master's cure.
Their song went like this, word for word.
Listen and guess, my little bird.
But before you attempt, look at the price.
I doubt these three little Guesses will be very nice.
Our master looms up at the top
Of this very tree flippedy flop
Before seeing master
We wish to know
Your knowledge and skills
Of trickery and flow
We will give you three tries
One for each Guess, we tell no lies
We wish to know
Your luck too
Now guess who our master is
What you think better be true..
And if you are wrong
Here is the price
You will go bye bye!
Without any advice
Now I must say
I’d be a little scared
I were you, in your place
I’m some one you know
And I’m the master impared
You have three little guesses
To who I really am
If you aren’t right…
Well that’s not up to me
You really want advice?
Guess who I am sitting at the top of the tree
{GRASS}
Most don’t care
Most don’t wonder
Most don’t even take a glance
Let alone wish to share
What I’m going to tell you
For there is something that enters your sight
Nearly everyday
Something most don’t even notice
Let alone stand and ponder
Why is has such quiet beauty
It can grow tall, it can remain short
It can smile at you
Can even show a source of comfort
This thing can rest on hills
Flourish in basins
Maybe possibly even conquer death
For one day it’s gone
Then it has returned the next
This green sea
That conquers the fear of many
That you don’t even notice..
Is grass
For grass isn’t the average thing
It glitters in the moonlight
Beside the holy pool
It can reflect anyone’s personality
From sharp and spiky
To sweet and smooth
Grass isn’t your wannabe
But do you think grass wants to be you?
Grass is grass many say
Step, kill, crush, and eat
Maybe even glare
We wish to ignore the beauty of nature
To do what we want
Claiming OUR life is the one that’s unfair
Most don’t care
Most don’t wonder
Most don’t even take a glance
Let alone wish to share
The beauty of grass
Natures most wonderful flare
{Autumn}
The creek of the wooden floors
As the world approaches dawn
Manages to remind me
Of the owlish hoots
After dusk has gone
The silent reflective words
Tell the truth about the maker
Enough to make your belly churn
Enough to make your imagination overturn
As the autumn leaves sprinkle the trees outside with their brilliant splendor
The wisping wind chooses and different path
One that makes them a dangerous contender
For the majesty of the air
Is something that even the trees
Cannot think to compare
Autumn mornings
Autumn nights
Silhouettes of birds
Fleeing from the soon to come
Falling snow's bitter bites
Autumn mornings
Autumn nights
Their beauty can be seen
In the grace of the sun
Or in the glow of the city lights
{I Love You}
“I love you.”
Those three words
Left me breathless
Standing still alone as you walked away
But I knew you were still there
Metaphorically that is
The feel of your touch lingered on my skin
Your soft lips still rested on mine
In my mind-- at least
My confidence had suddenly increased
My life now had a meaning
You were there to comfort me
You were there to keep my heart at ease
You had the key to the secret chest
That held my feelings at bay
You held the power to crush me
You could do with me as your mind said you may
The many pieces you found me in
Were now as good as new
One whole being
I was together again, all thanks to you
But hidden beneath the fine finishing
There were cracks waiting to be pressed
There were past scars
Waiting to be put to the test
I met you again
In the same setting as that dreamy night
Those three words you spoke to me
The first two were sweet to my ears
I waited to hear you say it again
Those words that left me
With meaning, but all alone
I was disappointed
I heard those three words
But only they were different
One small word
Of very great importance, decided to change
I tried not to listen
To the warnings in my head
I thought I’d heard you wrong
I asked you to repeat them again
Your soft but honey voice still rings in my ear
It taunts my feelings, the illusion is clear
The superglue you’d used to mend me
Ever so ugly looking as it may have been, left
I had nothing, nothing to keep me here
But I know now that it was meaningless
I see now that that was all a big mistake
To entrust my life’s treasure to you
Once you said those words
You threw that chest out into the river
And in the surprise of the truth..
I broke into pieces
Thousands, millions, trillions more than before
The moment you’d said those words
I knew… You’d abandoned me
Don’t you dare try to return
Don’t you dare say you’re sorry
Because I know the truth
Because everytime you open your mouth
In my mind the same words seem to come out
The only thing you’re allowed to say
Are the words that broke this girl’s heart
The only thing you’re allowed to say
Still haunts my dreams to this day
Those three words…
“I love
her.”
{Random}
Lonely… Life can be lonely
Without anyone—to tell about you~r life!
Lonely! Life is so looo~nely!
Without anyone---to tell about you~u!
200 years ago.. loneliness appeared in my life.
2000 years ago loneliness just plain appeared.
Hundreds of thousands of years ago loneliness
Didn’t exist.. it came in jealousy~y…
Ohohoh~!
Lonely! Life is so looo~nely! Eheheh~!
Lonely! Life is so looo~nely! Eheheh~!
You don’t have no one to tell the truth!
No one to tell a lie!
{Nameless}
Does he even know I’m there?
Does he even know I care?
Is this cold attitude a sign
Of the fact that I’m just an annoyance
Just another person that randomly says hello?
To him, I really wish to know, what I am.
He is, as you could say, everything to me
I’ve counted his words
All that he’s said..
It’s so low, is that okay?
Do I even have a chance?
There’re so many other girls
And so many of them after him
Liking him.. isn’t that special I know
But if he likes me back, that’s something isn’t it?
But truly, how am I special?
He’s abandoned me before.
Who says he won’t do it again?
Some men and women cling
Just like me, to past people they love
It’s a mystery whether he does
If he doesn’t care about me from out past times
What hope do I have?
Could I really possibly make him fall for me again?
I wasn’t ready to leave him.
But I think he was.
He’s said some things that’ve made me happy
And he’s said some things that’ve made me cry
Are they just empty words
All of them? The good.. and bad?
Is he just saying them to pacify my continually knocking voice?
So many questions
All because of one guy
Empty words or not, they affect me
Whether he knows I’m there or not
He still affects me
Whether he cares, whether he knows I care
Doesn’t matter anymore
I’m glued to this thought
Though I’m just about ready to give up
I can’t give up again
I’ve broken some one’s heart
Because of this disgusting drug of a guy
Would it really be right to turn back now?
I love him
I hate him
There isn’t much else to say
I wish to send this poem
But I’m too afraid
I believe I’m content with just sharing my feelings
But who can I trust?
And am I truly.. okay with just that?
Every time I see him
As he’s suspected.. it makes me sad
Because I ask these questions to myself
Whether the answer matters or not
Does he even know I’m here right now?
If so, why doesn’t he tell me stay
Or go away
Does he even know I care?
If so..
What I really need to know..
Is does he know why?
{Moon Quoteh--}
Why Do We Dream When Our Thoughts Mean Nothing?
Because in the eyes of a child, nothing is something. And that something is what makes the world the world.
{SERENETRAZ}
There once was a lady
Who looked like a star
She had a mere song
Sung all night long
One single twirl
Became her dance
Though it was majestic enough
To make her fellow planets prance
One single kiss
From her blood red lips
Guarunteed death and love
Her pearly white hair
Flew wildly; without a single care
And yet it awed
The most skeptical of all
Her ice blue eyes
Created a cool chill
For anyone who heard her cries
Then the sun would rise
The night would be done
Her song would stop
Her beauty not seen
Though every night
She returns
My love, my queen...
Serenetraz...
MY sea of gleaming stars
{Tainted Snow}
I miss your smiles
And the comforting hug of a friend
But now, what was your job is mine
What’s gone is gone and what’s here is here
I wish I could hear your energetic voice
Instead of your grief-stricken sobs
That man broke your heart
And in turn he also broke mine
Every droplet of water
That escapes your eye
Shreds my conscience to pieces..
And gives my mind a blow of reality
You have every right to act how you act
But he had no right to do what he did
My friend is lost
Another part of my family now as good as dead
He left you alone, to tend for yourself
And when it was obvious you needed him
He turned and ran
He took away the one thing you needed..
His love
If he thought it all was a game
Boy was he stupid
If he thought you’d be alright
Damn it all, he was wrong
The old you is gone
The new you is here
As your world turns to blackness
Only the snow remains
Only the snow that’s tainted by your tears..
{Tainted Roses}
Time has passed
I haven’t seen you for what seems ages
My world is dark and pointless
I look at your picture
On the pedestal
As if expecting you to come back to life
And there he is
The man, the cause of your death
Sitting there, one tear trickling down his face
The music of the organ sounds
And I walk like a zombie up the aisle
Approaching your pale peaceful looking body
He’s right behind me
Maybe I can wring his neck?
Yet he seems so sad and defeated
He has no woman by his side
What he’s wearing isn’t even the respectful attire
But the clothes you gave him that year
Tears swelling in my eyes
I don’t think I can make it
The roses are about to dry
I hear whispers from the pews
And some one gave me a gentle nudge
As if urging me on kindly
I set the roses right beside your picture
They were white
The kind you always liked
In the background I hear a wail of sadness
And it seemed to spread to me too
A tear escaped my eye
Though I was trying my best not to cry..
That droplet hit the roses
It was the snow’s turn to have a companion
Those white roses still sit there to this day
Those white roses and that snow..
Now tainted with my tears too
{Bell of Calling}
The bell of calling
Is it’s name
The name of the thing
That draws us to him
He holds out his hat
With his toothy little grin
Shouting the same line over and over
“Donate for Charity”
For every ring
Come many dollars
For every shout
Come a few cents more
It may not be the cause
But the bell of calling
Is the symbol of rising..
After falling
{Nameless}
{VERSE} Invisible hands grasp my throat
My heart is mixed with emotions
Nothing I say
Can undo what has happened
Nothing I can do
Can bring you back
{REFRAIN}Everything’s so unfamiliar
Without you by my side
A best and loyal friend
Gone.. forever
{VERSE}The stars seem to fall
Like tears on a face
And the sun seems to disappear
Like you did before me
All is a mystery
In this new world unknown
{REFRAIN}Everything’s so unfamiliar
Without you by my side
A best and loyal friend
Gone.. forever
{BRIDGE}All hope is lost
All motivation gone
The thing that gets me through the day
Isn’t here, no
Not anymore
{VERSE}I miss you more every minute
It multiplies by the second
I feel the emptiness growing inside me
I don’t think I can take much more
All I can do is wish you were here
{End}Everything’s so unfamiliar
Without you by my side
A best and loyal friend!
Best and loyal friend..
Gone..
Forever
{Nameless}
Mommy’s crying again
She won’t even tell me why
Haven’t seen papa for ages now
Mommy said he went bye bye
Up until now
He’s been the reason
He’s been the reason my mommy’s sad
But today we went to the Doctor
And today I saw my Dad
I don’t think Mommy realized he was there
But I think he heard what Doctor said
Daddy looked so angry today
Even angrier when Mommy started smoking again
Way back last May
Doctor said something about lungs and cancer
Mommy looked so shocked
And my Daddy looked so sacred..
Mommy said it’s all her fault
Her fault I’m going to die
I don’t understand at all
Really Mommy, I feel fine!
Xx~xX
Mommy and Daddy fought last night
I couldn’t hear what they said
When they were done they came and checked on me
Mommy gasped and took me out of bed
Now I’m in this place
It’s so scary and white
But Mommy and Daddy are here
Everything will be alright
Daddy tells me, as quiet as he can
To try my best to breathe
I’m trying to tell him that I can’t
It’s hard enough to see
I feel this pain in my chest
Everything but Mommy and Daddy disappears
Mommy let out a cry of sadness
And Daddy grabbed her hand
Then.. they were gone
Mommy never smoked again
She visits my grave every day
Second hand smoking killed me.
What about you, will you have your say?